Oh, who would ever wanna be king?

8 HOUR SHIFT TODAY! Holy shit, that was a long day. 11:00am-7:30pm. Work was work. The usual went on. Though i do have one funny story. I was helping this older lady and her daughter and she was like "How old do i look"? Now i knew she must have been in atleast her late 50's but i said "Im guessing late 40's? She grabs me, hugs me, and gives me a kiss on the cheek. I was like oommgg lol. Thank god i had a big sale with them. Im basically the "head associate". Like if we had a position for that, i would totally have it. No doubt. Because even my head manager calls me the head associate all the time. But it feels good to know that im well educated about the store procedures and im just more knowledged more than the other associates haha. Im a bitch. I mean this girl that just got promoted doesn't know alot. She's been with Torrid for about 3 months. I've been there for atleast 6 months and it's really sad because i literally have to show her how to do things and help her with register still. Just keep in mind this girl got promoted.... But anyways it doesn't really change anything because i'll continue to ask her to do things. Such as the other night it's not really my place to "boss" other associates around but we were closing the store and some jeans needed to be refolded so i was like "Lynee, the jean table is looking pretty rough. They could use some refolding." Like i said im a bitch but i don't think thats my bitchyness counting in that situation. Im happy i don't butt heads with my store manager anymore...wait "as much". I just find it ironic that im the youngest associate and i know more about the store than any of the other associates. I mean i know age shouldn't really mean anything but the other people are atleast in their 20's. Oldheads aha. Just kidding. I work a 6 and a half hour shift tomorrow. 12:00pm-7:30pm. But then i'm excited because i have off till wednesday and i have off from school Tuesday and Wednesday. So im pretty sure me and Rose are going to South Street Tuesday. Super happy about that cause i've been wanting to go for the longest time now. It's been awhile lol. I need new plugs because my fucking opalites SHATTERED! GRRRR! My favorite prettiest pair that matched with anything. I was so mad. They just randomly fell out of my ear while i was walking and crash. They shattered. I wanted to die right there.

Im getting use to my hair. I can definately do more hair styles now because it's alot lighter and more healthy. I don't look like a complete dickhead anymore lol. Today on my break i finally returned my suspenders that i bought 30 days ago because as soon as i opened them the clasp broke! So i basically did an exchange and got a long purple thin t shirt and two blue roses attached to a bobby pins. Oh yeah, i got this stuff at H&M. Im in love with their t-shirts and accessories because those are the only things i can really fit in at H&M because im a fatty lol. Yesterday i did my exchange at Torrid. I bought this black peacoat awhile ago and i just realized i dont love it so in return i got a leopard print top with a bowtie back. Mesh material. And a really cute Polka Dot banded shirt with alice in wonderland looking buttons. Next paycheck i get im getting this really cute sweater. It's cut in a vintage way and it's got really long sleeves and the length is long. Plus i need new flats. Then most likely the rest of my paycheck will go towards my tattoo im getting saturday! It's a surprise. Im not telling anyone. Except rose because she wont give me shit about what im getting lol. Jesus christ, i could write a novel.
Ok I need to shut the fuck up now...

When you were young...

I'm really just satisfied with having a few close friends than having a large group friends. Some friends come and go but the close ones cling to your heart like a tumor.

Come on..

Like seriously? hahah
"lol nice beer and tats for me so how the love life?"-from some douche on myspace

Me and Rose have been chillen everyday! She's my BFF lol. I GOT MY HAIR CUT TONIGHT! 6 INCHES!!!! It feels soo much better. After i got my hair cut we went to the halloween store and got applications. We both pray we get hired lol. After that we went to Panera's and grabbed a cup of tea and cookies. Were like two old bitties. Went to five & below and basically goofed around. . .



"Hey Sarah, Grandpa called! He wants his sweater back!"

So im thinking...

That I want to get a foot tattoo. Everyone bitches and says it hurts the most but I'm really open to experimenting with different parts of my body to get tattooed. Plus i heard a foot tattoo is pretty hard to heal because your constantly on your feet and you cant wear sneakers or boots for awhile. So i figure i might as well just wear flats. I mean i know for sure im keeping my upper arms clear for awhile because that space is so important that I'm actually going to get something important there instead of some goofy things. But then again i'am thinking about getting the saying "Make art not war" on my outer forearm in cursive. The thing is with Nikki, i like to give her curvy lines and not alot of straight lines because her straight lines aren't that perfect lol. Sadly i can't get my sweets & treats arm colored in yet because i have to order special colors that i want because Nikki doesnt have the ones i want. Blah, Rose should get a tattoo.


I NEED A HAIR CUT! I'M GOING INSANE!

I broke my sobriety

Oh jesus, well let me start from the beginning of yesterday. School was school. So after school I went to Roses. We goofed around alot with her sister and played monkey in the middle lol. Around 6:00pm me and Rose went to my house to go sit with the dog until my parents get home. When were cutting through the golf course Rose was like "Ya know i kinda wanna smoke". I was a little hesitant at first because I hadn't smoked in like awhile but then i was like well you know what, i can reward my self every once in a while for doing well in school and with work. Anyways, we smoked and i was chill the whole time and Rose..oh god. She was freaking out like crazy. Apparently she was seeing shit and everything was melting. So was like running around outside and then she wanted to go back to her house so we did. When we got there she sat on her mom's lap for like a half hour. I was just laughing lol. Rose needed cigarettes so me and Dee walked to wawa and got them for her. When we got back she was like hiding underneath the blankets and shit. Her mom was actually nice to me for once! Haha but i think that was because i was high cause im more like funny and talkative. Anyways so the whole time im calling her Duke Daigle and Grandma Bia. LOL don't ask. Not much else happened after that. Oh yeah Rose shit like 5 times that night. Have no idea why....

Random assholes keep adding me on myspace and messaging me saying "what's up hows it going"? Im just thinking...wtf who the fuck is this?

Here's some pictures that cover events that happened within the past 5 days...


Nikki and Jonathen


Rose holding Aiden, looking really depressed hahha

Josh's stencil...yep straight edge

That's his "Oh im not in pain smile" haha

the end result

No wait wait....k i'm ready lol

The most painful spot, I wanted to die.

Circle pit around the table time!

Alien?

"Stop i wanna touch your head!"



PS- I can't believe I'm somewhat enjoying school. . .

I hate waiting...

Last night me,rose, and Josh headed down to Tacony to get tattooed. Well whenever i go down there im on a time limit because my parents dont like picking me up too late. Soo I'm thinking i might as well let Josh go before since he'll only take about 2 hours. *Keep in mind we started at 4* Well turns out when she starts tattooing him he wants to add all this shit to it. He had all the x's colored in black and the outline of the one x in red. That shit took atleast 3 or 4 hours. I was soooo mad. I didn't end up getting tattooed until like 8:00pm. I drew out all the stencil and placed them on myself before she was finished with him so we could start right after on me. I took probably a little less than 2 hours. Im really satisfied with how it turned out. I got a big detailed lollipop, another piece of candy, and some small hearts and stars. Also she did some quick touch-ups on my others. When she started the lollipop she started the top part which is right near my elbow. Holy shit, is all im going to say. But the thing that was even worse was when she did the candy near my wrist. I wanted to fucking die because that area is so sensitive and my artery is right there. I was in pain even when she wasn't tattooing that spot. Moving on..the hearts and stars were a piece of cake.

YAY

Me and Josh are getting tattooed tomorrow!!!!!

He's getting some straight edge crap and I'm continuing on my lower half sleeve.

Only issues are..
At work were having our employee appreciation sale which is where we get 50% off instead of 40%. Now i would totally get something tonight but i can't because nikki hiked up her prices and i have no idea how much she's going to charge me for what i want so i have to hold off on buying clothes. But then there's another problem. I don't work at all this weekend so i really dont see anytime i could head up there and hit up the sale. Because im getting tattooed tomorrow so i have to save money for that and i cant go to the mall afterwards because its going to be late. And sunday is my moms birthday party. So i think i might just have to sacrifice the extra 10% =(

Meez

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Seas would rise when i gave the word

So my co-worker gave me this amazing idea. I saw a pair of heels she had brought to work. She had pasted reallly cute magazine clippings, pictures, and other paper cutouts onto her shoe. It looked amazing. I must try that with a pair of my shoes. She said she used some stuff called modge podge? Sounds extra sticky lol. She should definately copyright that shit lol

school today was pretty easy. English we went to the library. We learned how we can use the schools computer system to access free web sites for articles and research for our Senior Projects. Art was somewhat lame. We've been doing this crap about geometric shapes and making them kind of 3d? I have no clue, but it's really confusing and complicated. I got my scholarship to the Moore classes on Saturdays for the fall semester! I would love to try to an AM class but i highly doubt there's any possibly way i can wake up @ 7:00am and be there by atleast 9:00am lol. The thing is, ALL the interesting classes are in the morning. Book making, Philadelphia Sketchbook, and Jewelry Accessory Design. If i take a PM class, which starts at 1:00pm, the only really interesting thing sounds like Silkscreen Printing. Im guessing that's either when you draw your own artwork or take another image of some famous piece or picture and screen print it onto some type of fabric. I'm really inspired to making my own tote bags. Of course buy a plain tote bag from Michael's and use that to print my art on. It sounds like fun...i guess? lol. UGH, env. science today blew. All we did was watch some gay movie about the Earth and shit. I wasn't even paying attention because i was drawing. My teacher is definately a big deedeedee.

Septa bus rides home are always interesting...and creepy sometimes lol. Today consisted of a conversation to some middle aged guy about my tattoos. So far i've gotten alot of good compliments. Usually people saying its different, they've never seen any ideas like it, is it going to get colored in? lol. Then when i finally got on the bus. Now i thought this dude was cute and then turns out when he turns his head from the window he's talking to himself.....the whole ride home!!!!

I'm hoping to get to Nikki this weekend to get tattooed some more. I always say "hoping" because i'm never positively sure if she's going to remember lol. Some douche bag left me a voice mail at 3am the other night saying how my cupcake tattoo looks like bird shit? Haters. It's really pathetic when someone prank calls you and they can't even straight up tell you who they are. Im sure they find it funny but I just find it stupid and think they a immature. Grow the fuck up, losers.

Work this wednesday, thrusday, and friday i believe? Annnd im closing with Alex O.O


"You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down"

Im highly bothered...

I find this somewhat bullshit. So my mom gets home around 7:30 and my dad was leaving the eye doctor. He was on his way to Panera's to pick up dinner and then my mom magically has energy and she calls my dad to come pick her up so she can go with him. Like wtf. I know this sounds really gay but I just wanna spend time with my mom. I barely get to see her because she works until 7:30 and it's either im working and by the time i get home shes sleeping or just she goes right to bed when she gets home.


I miss her....


So i was suckered into going to this really crappy show coming up in October. Lydia, Copeland, Lovedrug, and Lights? I dont know, but i checked them out and i would love to shoot myself in the head lol. Oh well...atleast i'll have some fun taking pictures. Plus my friend is paying for me cause she has no one else to go with so basically, free show. Why must all the good venues have no good bands at all?! And the few bands i do like is going to be swarmed with all the asshole hardcore kids that think their cool with their tough attitudes and ridiculous HXC DANCING! bwhaha. Oh and god forbid if anyone at those shows see's someone whose not stick thin looks at you like you have the fucking plague. *rolls eyes*

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She morphed into a leopard over night

Shut up and let me go!

Oooh back to school. First day back and let me just say its really not as bad as i thought it would be.
4th-English
5th-Art
6th-Enviormental Science

Let me tell you, my 6th period teacher is the biggest retard ever. It's one of those teachers that the kids can easily walk all over. Today was hilarious. He was describing something about Parakeets dying off due to gases or some shit like that and some girl asked what a Parakeet is (just to be a smartass) and he actually thought she was serious. So he goes on to talk about Parakeets and all this non-useful crap. Oh, and then the boy who was sitting next to me the whole time was asking me where the dance room is...And when he eventually asked me the last time i said "Why are you looking to try out for dance"? lol

Mother fucking cupcake tattoo. Son of a bitch thing is moisterized ALL the time for some reason even when i dont put Curel on it. Its even still moist after i clean it and pat is with a clean paper towel and let it air dry. I gotta get that thing touched up badly. The scabs are coming off insanely because of the a&d and they are pulling ink with it so its alll white, blotchy, and ugly looking =(
The others are healing perfectly. The lines are perfect and they turned out exactly how i wanted them too. Nikki is getting better! HOLLLA
Everyone at school today thought my tattoos were fake. I was like Um no fags, they're real.

I'm so mean, lol.


Nikki didnt want her face in the picture due to messy hair lol

See i dont cry, im a trooper lol

Bwhaha finished product

Stay this way forever

Im most likely going to get more ink added this weekend if everything goes smoothly. But im going at... 10:30AM WHAT THE EFF?! Well i know for sure the needle will wake me up! haha I always get warm fuzzy goosebumps on the inside when a new line starts. But Im starting to not get nervous cause when i hear the buzzing i know what kind of pain im expecting.
Work is going great.

The only thing im dreading thats coming up for me in like a week or two is...SCHOOL! DUN DUN DUN! Everyone knows i only wanna take one class and of course its Art. I hate anything else. An english class is pointless. I know how to speak english. Enviormental Science..are you serious? What the hell do i need to know that shit in real like for?! Jeeze i dont even know what else im taking.


But as of now, I'm the happiest I've been in a long time.


Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours